[ All Poetry Kyle Scott ]
I apologize in advance for any bad language..^_^

Ecstasy Of Rage


I feel like a victim of myself again,
I'm caught up in an ecstasy of rage,
I'm so in love, I feel so buried alive,
I'm so in love, I'm slitting my throat again...

This sickness is spreading around and it,
Doesn't feel so natural anymore...
Why rush into this, when you have so much time,
Dreaming that its raining on the stars tonight...

When all that you think of is all but this,
You see that your thoughts are this amiss..
I can't let go, let go of this,
I feel so buried alive, I'm slitting my throat again.

I feel like I have changed just a bit,
Burning pictures of old letters and memories,
It wasnt that great after all...
Who would want to remember such an insignificance,
Who would want to remember anything at all...
Who would want to remember such an insignificance,
Who would want to remember anything at all...

This feeling of fortuneless despair,
I cant explain, Its just something that comes to mind..
And it feels so smooth across the lips...
So whisper silent secrets into my ear...

When all that you think of is all but this,
You see that your thoughts are this amiss..
I can't let go, let go of you,
I feel so buried alive, I'm slitting my throat again...

I feel like a victim of myself again,
I'm caught up in an ecstasy of rage,

When all that you think of is all but this,
You see that your thoughts are this amiss..
I can't let go, let go of this,
I feel so buried alive,

When all that you think of is all but this,
You see that your thoughts are this amiss...
I can't let go, let go of you,
I feel so buried alive, I'm slitting my throat again...


Flawed


[ NOTE: Yay for hateful stuff. :D I wrote this when I was pissed off over some stuff... ]

As this all has gone to waste,
As I felt so worked up over something,
Something that has nothing to do with me.
I don't think I'll ever trust you again,
I want to FUCK up your life,
And slit your throat and fuck the wound, yeah...

As the tears were running down my face,
As I told you this isn't what you deserve
I feel like slitting my wrists for the first time,
I cant get over this, cant get over this,
Cant get over how I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!

You really FUCKED things up this time,
And it feels so good to have a knife pressed up against my wrist...
This is your flaw, its not some fantasy,
Your a player and I hate the way people like you think.
I never want to talk to you again...

As I dig into my skin,
As I'll never forgive you for what you've done.
10 months has never been such a lie,
I cant believe I ever trusted you one bit, its true,

Nothing about this makes sense,
Why would you say the things you did,
Why would do the things you do,
Why don't you fuck somebody else.
I should of thought this through,
I saw it coming, I saw it coming, YEAH!!!

You really FUCKED things up this time,
And it feels so good to have a knife pressed up against my wrist...
This is your flaw, its not some fantasy,
Your a player and I hate the way people like you think.
I never want to look at you again...

I hope you die and rot in hell,
I hope drown in your pool of blood,
I hope your hated for this,
I hope your hated for this,

I hope you cut yourself for what you've done,
I hope your hated for this,
I hope your hated...

You really FUCKED things up this time,
And it feels so good to have a knife pressed up against my wrist...
This is your flaw, its not some fantasy,
Your a player and I hate the way people like you think.
I never want to look at you again...

You really FUCKED yourself over this time,
And it feels so good when I have a knife, pressed up against your throat.
This is my flaw, this is my fantasy,
I'm a player and I hate the the way I think about myself.

It feels so good when I have a knife pressed up against your throat,
It feels so good when I have a knife pressed up against... my... life...